I have a really bad inferiority complex due to the fact that I have such a small penis,[ some call it a micro-penis, although tech. it isn't].  This caused due to the fact that family members felt I would be 'better-off' if my penis was small, since they felt it was already naturally very under-sized & would never be successful in intercourse with women, so they thought they would 'help-it-along' in staying tiny by giving me  a testerone blocker in combination with a mild female hormone prior to & throughout the years of normal puberty.  This caused no growth between the ages of nine & eighteen!  When the medication was finally stopped, it was too late. At eight my penis was already small for my age, looking little more than a baby's, perhaps [at most] an inch & a half. When erect [which in-itself was fairly rare] it  'grew' to two & a half..not gaining any thickness at all. Although my body grew fairly normally [perhaps a little more 'girlish' due to the female pills], my penis didn't grow AT ALL!  They also had me undergo extensive psych. counseling [ often four times a week] for the whole time I was on the medication.  They used 'mind control' techniques to develop a mind-set where my natural interest in girls would be slowly but surely transfered to boys instead.  Using my knowledge of my intense lack of endowment, they developed in me an  strong sense of 'penis envy'. As the years passed & my 'tiny' penis not only did not grow, like the other boys around me, but actually seemed to become even smaller I became more & more aware of the growing size of all the penis's around me. I became more & more interested in the size of those around me, until I found myself consumed with the idea of men with large endowments.  The bigger the penis, the more manly the man. Everything revolved around the size of mens dicks! I came to the realization that since I was so  completely underdeveloped I would never be a 'boy', much less a man. What I was , was a complete faggot,[a worshiper of 'real-men' & their big, massive c**ks]. All the years of medication & counsling, etc. had done their job!                                    I moved away from home at nineteen & stopped using the pills. I even underwent minor  medical pros. to look more manly, [all the female hormones had made me look more like a girl], but nothing could change my interest in young men & their wonderful huge bulges!                                                                                      You can find an extensive group of my true stories giving much more detail of my backround in my thirty entries at the Experience Project  web site. They are included in the Small Penis Humiliation section & my 'pen name' is Little Tiny Tim . I am also on the web as little tiny tim 19  & little tiny tim 20 ; both are at g mail.com as well as google + and under my real name Tim Bennett. I also have two different tumbir photo archives with lots of pictures I think are 'hot',[mostly of men & 'boys' with really big dicks, or like me, really small one's]. There are also a lot of 'porno' photo listings on google under little tim bennett & a few as little tiny tim bennett, etc.  good luck in finding these.